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10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now. (Most of these are to people I know IRL, just FYI)
~ I don't know how to talk to you anymore. I want to, but I don't know what to say so I don't. It isn't that I don't care or don't want to, but I just have no words
~ All I've ever wanted is for you to tell me you love me just the way I am. Even if it's a lie, it's a lie I need to hear.
~ Thank you so much for listening to me whine and being my friend. I know I'm not the best listener, but thanks for being one for me anyway.
~ I'm amazed at some of the things you say, because they make me feel so much better.
~ I thought that maybe you'd be the first guy to look past the fact I'm not pretty, but apparently I was wrong.
~ I wish I had more time to spend with you, and I'm sorry I didn't spend the time I had wisely.
~ I want to tell you no sometimes, but I can't bear to disappoint you.
~ Sorry that I lied and didn't post more of that fic.
~ I wish that I knew how to say thank you for being what you are to me. You make up for so much that I can't describe it.
~ I don't know why you put so much confidence in me, but I swear I'll do my best not to let you down.

09 things about yourself
~ I can't believe I'm going to be 20 in December
~ I've got no idea what I'm going to do with my life
~ I'm insanely highstrung.
~ I self appoint myself the 'parental/responsible one' in any group.
~ I've never gone trick or treating properly
~ I speak a little bit of French
~ I want to learn Quenya
~ I want a Jack Sparrow hat
~ I want a James Norrington. A honest to god real man who loves me despite everything, even if I've been a total bitch to him and he should let it go.

08 ways to win your heart
~ Watch Lord of the Rings with me
~ Watch Pirates of the Caribbean with me
~ Let me gab as much as I want about random trivia I know about either of the aforementioned things
~ Read fantasy novels for fun
~ Don't look down on me for writing fanfic
~ Tell me things that you may not agree with but know I need to hear.
~ Let me cry when I can't take the stress anymore, and don't be shocked when I do
~ Just be there

07 things that cross your mind a lot
~ my relationship with my dad
~ the fact that I've never had a steady boyfriend
~ ... my fanfics
~ 'Damn, I don't WANNA study'
~ 'Now where did I put that...'
~ 'What? I missed half of that'
~ 'I'm hungry. I should go eat.' (I skip lunch on campus to save money)

06 things you do before you fall asleep
~ shower
~ get dressed for bed
~ brush my teeth
~ use mouthwash
~ Brush my hair
~ put in earplugs

05 people who mean a lot.
~ My mom
~ Rebekah
~ Ava
~ Cierra
~... Can I just say half the people in my church choir? 'Cause I'm going to.

04 things you're wearing right now
~ My Lane Bryant size 4 jeans (That's such a lie)
~ My 12 dollar Wal-mart sneakers
~ Blue shirt my grandma made
~ White socks

03 songs that you listen to often.
~ Sound of Silence - Simon and Garfunkel
~ Up is Down - Hans Zimmer on the AWE soundtrack
~ Into the West - Anne Lennox on the Return of the King Soundtrack

02 things you want to do before you die
~ Go back to France
~ Meet the 'perfect guy'

01 confession
~ I'm a lot more depressed and angsty than most people realize. I self-depreciate and can't let go of my screw ups.